Two of Swords · II
✦You're holding two options perfectly level, and the balance is doing a job: it keeps you from having to pick.
stalemateavoidancea guarded truce
Things look calm, but it's a defended calm, arms crossed. Not choosing is still a choice, just a slower one.
Name the fact or feeling you're not letting yourself look at. Then set a deadline for the decision instead of waiting for one to show up.
Calling avoidance 'staying neutral' so it sounds like wisdom.
